I wish I could tell everyone I did not drink tonight, but I did. I am going to brutally honest with myself and everyone through this. I Ubered it home tonight and thought, "what will I post to the forum about my night out." As I walked in, I realized I needed to just post the truth. I held out for the first few hours, then I thought, "Ive been tapering down with 1-2 drinks for the past four nights, I'll just have one. Well one? It turned into 6. Not that bad, but as I only got slightly buzzed, but 6 drinks, is still 5 more than I was supposed to have. I went out and drank, that is the reality. Tomorrow, I start over. Day one again. I sit here telling myself, I made it 4/5 days, but the reality is, I freaking failed.
That said, I will start over again tomorrow.