I didn't smash them all but I did move them. I can't tell you how strange I felt moving them to our party room. We have a fully stocked bar in there. We entertain a lot for various reasons and there is everything from 20 year old bourbon to Miller Lite to every kind of mixer you can think of. Every time I go in there with an empty glass, and I do mean EVERY SINGLE TIME, I walk out with a full glass. But not this time.
It felt strange. It wasn't hard this time just really odd. I was like wow, how many times have I walked out of here ticked off that I grabbed another drink? How many times did I sneak in there over the years? How much money have I spent making sure it was fully stocked with my favorite drink so no one would notice how much I had during the week? I was calm. Almost too calm. Maybe I was emotional???
Anyway...I'm glad to be out of there.
It had a bad vibe today.