Congratulations on your decision.
I’m sure you’ll find, simply because it is true, that is easier , healthier, and happier to live and enjoy your life with zero alcohol, then it would be to have to spend the rest of your life bargaining, negotiating and trying to keep free of self imposed harm by indulging the desire.
Learning about AVRT, great threads on these ideas here on SR in the Secular Recovery forum, helped me by showing me how to stop having that conversation.
How to live comfortably with residual desire , if you haven’t already I’d suggest you check it out , from your post it seems like a good fit.
Congrats again , Rootin for ya