Thanks everyone.
I must have had some luck on my side this time because my Level of hangover is not as brutal as I anticipated, nor is my level of dispair.
Everything sounds so good about sober life I know because I've been in it, it's as true as people say, the battle is to get there and to stay there.
Atm my willpower is strong, this was the positive outcome of my 2 months of straight sobriety. A test and building of willpower and as it was said before, building sober muscles.