Find a way or gradually lose your job, family and relationship and everything else.
Keep educating yourself.
There is a way and you can do it.
Acceptance is key.
Dont think you are a different kind of drunk/drinker/alcoholic. ( although we all probably did at some point)
Wave the flag of surrender and admit alcohol is way too big for you.
I found it impossible to stop without owning up to the fact that one drink was not possible for me.
Besides, it a poison that causes cancer and lots of other health problems.
There’s so many safer ways to socialise.
Or if extreme sport is your thing, try BASE jumping, at least this way of getting a buzz may not kill you.
Take care,
I really hope you can work your way through the insanity of it all.
Very trixy this alcoholism.