Hi ShootingStar, I am so happy that things are going well for you now. You have always hit the point when you posted here, and you hit it again now. I don't think anyone can really recover until they look at themselves and fix themselves.
I'm just really happy for you, and happy that you are near the ocean and in the town that you love. Puppies are so cute, I also just got a puppy myself, and I moved into the house of my dreams.
Wishing you all the best, and thank you for the update. You really are a shooting star.
((((((((((hugs))))))))))
amy