Great post . Got me thinking and reached the conclusion that I drank to ditch responsibility. I homeschooled my son till his final year , last year, and since then ( Dec 17 till Aug 18 when I joined ) , I just thought - what the hell - I deserve this , and started drinking all day , every day . I - just- didn't -want - ANY -responsibility. Thank God I joined and have regained a semblance of adulthood and responsibilty again.