Originally Posted by
maia1234 
After many years with my addict, he ruined more holidays then I can remember. Over time it became more bad then good. I was told to lower my expectations, then he couldn't have that power over me.
I am sorry Awal, it does hurt, but it is part of loving an addict.
I think he got it right..the anniversary isnt really anything to celebrate..its like throwing a party after a car crash