Playing with fire I know but I went to a bar last night. Didn’t drink, acted drunk and had a good time.
I’m pretty isolated where I am and my friends drink. I enjoy their company, including the non-drinking things we do, and need them. They know that I sometimes go on “health kicks” and don’t care if I drink or not. If I could always have as much fun as last night then I think I really could be sober.
I am now almost in double figures, got a weekend done and feeling strong.