I agree with you! It was such a burden to travel with active alcoholism...always worrying about where the next drink will come from...freaking out in a place that you don’t know where the bottle shops are or may not be able to get to them...being embarrassed to keep hitting up the hotel bar and terrified of going to bed without a stash. Now I enjoy every minute of my vacations and I don’t leave my phone and wallet places that I have to track down!!