Old 08-28-2018, 05:35 AM
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Hawking22
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Originally Posted by FlawedNFntastic View Post
I got sober after 30+ years of drinking and it was like my body didn't trust me. It didn't know what to do with actual food and when I was actually hydrated.

My skin was so bad for the first 3-4 months (and it was never bad, not even in the throes of puberty) that I was googling symptoms and trying to figure out what dire skin condition I'd come up with. Guadalajaran toxic frog dermatitis? I would not have been surprised.

I had to learn how to do most things sober, like sleep, eat, work, have relationships, all the life stuff that I should have had figured out long ago. But I did it, and it wasn't impossible. I kind of threw myself into working out as a way to pass the time that I'd spent drinking, so that helped a lot.

Everyone's journey is different, so the best advice I've gotten is listen to your body. If you think something might be wrong, visit the doctor (and be honest with medical personnel, no matter how awful it sounds in your head). Don't hold up some weight loss goal as being your reward for sobriety. I did think I'd look like a freaking supermodel within 48 hours of putting the bottle down. Shocker; I didn't. And that's totally fine with me.
Hahaha, your post made me chuckle because I'm wondering if my body is doing the same thing! "First no booze, now all these fruits, vegetables, teas, coffee? I don't even..." Lol.

Thank you for sharing; I'm accepting more and more this is part of the journey. I am a bit concerned I have some sort of bacterial infection and am going to see my doctor today. And then, naturally, Google and Web MD have me convinced I have a tumor or pancreatitis. Unfortunately, stimulants, tons of water and fiber aren't providing me any aid, so this way I can see if there is something going on. But otherwise, DAY 55!
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