Hi folks,
Apologies to all for not being more active. Life has been full and complicated as usual.
I was on day 20 something last week and a friend of mine committed suicide. My response was to drink a case of beer and try and pretend it didn't happen. Of course that didn't work, I just felt poisoned and terrible for a day.
Back on day 4 now again. My emotions have been doing the dead cat bounce... I think today is bottom in terms of my immediate recovery.
Pretty empty now. Yeah, just empty.