I read a lot as well. My husband and friends are being very supportive, but I know they are all secretly breathing sighs of relief and thinking, "Thank God she saw it herself." I've quit other heavy habits before. I can do it again. I just have to stay committed. Announcing my choice of sobriety to friends and family is what will likely hold me very accountable and carry me through the rough patches. I pray we can all do the same.