Congratulations on facing down the beast! I will join in the chorus and agree that when one thinks a little drink would be nice long 'bout now that posting here and reading -- reading what other people have/are struggling with and the misery of hellacious hangovers, guilt, regret, shame, etc., -- usually sets me back on track. I remember why I really and truly don't want to go down that road anymore. Good luck to you today. I will join you in not having a drink.