When do things really start to feel better?
Some days I do nothing but sleep, others I'm showered seeing my therapist, journaling, etc. I will only do eBay for a job right now as I can control how much/how little. Some days like today I cry a river of tears. Days like today I miss him. I can't call I changed the account. I learned so much in 1 year from the disease I honestly think if the alcohol wasn't around he would have married me and vice versa. It was the fastest year of my life with high and lows I'm only 34 I don't want to mope around forever. Do drunks ever realize what they had and if they don't is it normal to have a bad day of misery. I do worry about him don't make a fb and embarrass myself he will just block me? Radio silence