Thank you so much for the advice awuh1. I have been struggling because I currently go to a methadone clinic and am detoxing out of there. I still have a month or 2 before I will be out of there . I want to start getting involved with something that will help me spiritually, like NA. But, I am very socially anxious and don't like being social at all. So, going to meetings is difficult for me. I do know that once I am clean I will feel a little more social, but in order to get to that point, I need help! So, I don't really know what to do. I really appreciate all of the advice that you guys have given me though and maybe one day I'll be at a place where I can come onto SR and give help rather than need it. Thanks again awuh1, I will look into what you have given me.