Originally Posted by
Ben123 
I’m going back to work today (I run a small business that demands I work everyday, but today I’m back properly). I can’t bare thinking about it. I don’t want to go back. I dread it.
You need to change that and find something that you don't dread doing.
Is the business something you need to do personally and be hands on for. Can you not employ someone to take on some of the grind. You might earn less but you would have more time to do something else.