Another woman here! I get it, I totally get it. I have PMDD. It's horrific but a combo of things really helped me. If you haven't get to your docs and ask for help. I was all manner of crazy during that time. It's really hard and you have my sympathies. I will say though that my hormonal stuff has got better through treatment and sober time. I still suffer if I relapse at the wrong time of the month, in a very obviously way. xxxx
Edit: oh god, I just realised how awful that statement was. Spoken by a serial relapser, I'm working on that x