Originally Posted by
Dee74 
I'm afraid alcohol was like gasoline to the fire of my depression and anxiety.
The more you mess with brain chemistry the harder you'll find this truthseeker.
I hope I'm not sounding unsympathetic but I really believe there's only one way out of active addiction and that's to fight it with both hands.
Next time you feel like drinking, why not post here instead? That would really be a step forward for you
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This is true, it really does mess with your brain chemistry. I thought about posting here but my AV won out. But I promise next time I feel like drinking I will post here, even though it often springs up on me out of nowhere. I usually mull over it for awhile. Time enough to post here and hear what others have to say. I just feel yucky now, like why, why did I do that? I got nothing from it but regret! It felt good for twenty minutes then it wore off and I repeated three times and what did I get? Nothing except knowing in ingested six ounces of poison into my wonderful, tolerant, forgiving body (it’s giving up though), and I’m $12 poorer. Thanks for your advice.