Thank you both, I’ll try my best to start over again tomorrow. Yes I think the alcohol fuels the depression but there is a period of brain chemistry readjustment if you quit while depressed that is really hard to get through. Probably takes weeks if not months. No excuses though, I don’t want to perpetuate this feeling, it’s already bad. It will probably just take longer to feel normal. And yes I do still have time to beat my 12 days before the month is up. Would love that.