From day 2 back to day 0
I need to be honest, I couldn’t do it. I drank two minis thinking that would cut it. Then a few hours later went and got two more, then a few hours later two more at a different store. I took a naltrexone before all of this which is a positive as it’s preventing my brain from releasing certain endorphins which means I’m training my brain to not register alcohol as pleasurable. I’m not endorsing this, this is what my doctor gave me and this is what I’m taking. I have hope over time it will help me. I think when you’re depressed is the worst time to try to quit. Just trying to eat better and the naltrexone today has lifted my mood. I can’t explain why I drank other than I just felt like I was crawling out of my skin or something.
Just wanted to be honest. Had nothing to do with the guy, I haven’t contacted him. I just felt like I couldn’t do it today. I hope yo start over tomorrow, I really do.