Best wishes for your Dad Jeff.
As for the vacation - I guess cancelling is not an option, so...
Life is an all inclusive vacation Jeff.
Any time we like, your or I could stroll down tho the liquor store and start again.
I don't like.
I love who I am sober. I love the life I've built. I know that drinking will not help me in times of stress, grief or fear.
If you're doing this trip for your mom - do things with your mom. Its not like the only thing you can do in Mexico is drink.
It's another country - savour it man
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