Things are getting serious.
I'm not a big believer in triggers but if I was, I've got some coming my way. Not a big fan a long posts unless you are a great writer which I'm not so I'll get to the point.
My father who has been living on borrowed time for years had another heart attack last night, he had a complication but seems to be doing ok. I just came from the hospital and he looks horrible, but he's been through a lot in the last 48 hrs. I do not see my family much for reasons I have stated before. That being said, if he dies, I'll be crushed. He's been a good dad and good man.
Another "trigger" is this fricking all inclusive vacation my wife booked in Mexico at the end of the month. Never been to one, but I understand it can be a booze filled week or so. I don't want to be a hermit, but I don't want to drink either. We are taking her Mom on this vacation as a gift. which I'm fine with.
Stressful time right now.