Yes, let's all be understanding. Nobody shows up at SR without needing help and having a big problem. AA does not work for everybody, and SR support is a lifeline. As to the post about being a newcomer, I have relapsed several times. The longest I ever went was maybe 14 months. It is hard to go back to day 1, but I have done it a number of times. So I still consider my self a newcomer. SR is a big help. Thank you moderators for the work you do. Day 39 here.