Have to get back to work for a few hours. Getting right back on here as soon as I am home for the evening.
I get these random surges of anxiety that I think are caused by my AV. Just had one. They don’t last long, but they are almost always followed immediately by a strong plan/urge to start drinking as soon as I get home. Happy to say that that is not the case. Still feeling a bit of the anxiety but am trying not to resist it. Just letting it run its course.