Thank you less. You understand.
It really is not an option for me. People at work see the hard working, sensible, **** together mum.
Everyone here is telling me that my sobriety should be more important than what people think but I cant get past what people think and so I wont get sober that way.
Its so hard but thats the way I am made. I respect all of the advice especially from the old timers but I just cant do it.
Looking at other options now
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