Glad to see you back Horn95. Trying to get and stay sober is harder when you feel the weight of a business, and a family resting on you. I felt the same way as you. Unfortunately, in my case, before I got sober the drinking led to a divorce. I still have the business, but I wish I would have quit drinking sooner than I did.
Please keep posting and let us know how the IOP goes for you. We are on your side.