Jad, what have you tried so far with regards to sobriety plans. Have you investigated AA or SMART in your area for example?
As far as reading and posting here, why not just DO it? Do you really need an explanation of how and why it helps? It just does. Your way isn't working. Find some folk who have found a way that does work and just do what they do. Sometimes this recivery malarky is counterintuitive, esp to a mind that still has the obsession to drink messing with its thinking. You don't need to let your alcoholic thinking talk you out of doing what you need to do.
You say it's time to make a plan. That's great, and you could just do that right now? This thread is a good one to get you started...
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...y-plans-1.html (Psst...wanna know why I'm always recommending recovery plans?)
BUT any plan is only as good as the actions we are willing to take. A plan without action isn't worth a light. Whatever you put in your plan will need willingness and commitment on your part to carry it out.
Wishing you all the best for your sobriety and recovery.
BB