Day 17
Since stopping I am getting decent periods of feeling calm and relaxed. When drinking I only get that feeling when I first start drinking and then gone I am just drunk.
Enjoying going to different AA meetings in the evening.
I think in context of my day to day life, working from home and spending 90% of my time on my own. Drinking doesn't actually offer too much to me. I prefer the sober chilled feeling, just sit at peace.
My head is worrying about social situations! FFS crazy, I don't do social situations I drink on my own, mostly to oblivion.
Best wishes to all.