Jill, I love that name by the way.....
I just can't get over your post....
I sent it to my ex today.
I called him (yes I did) to tell him to please read it....
My heart breaks for you.
The man that I love with all my heart is an alcoholic,
His name is John and I am Patty.
And I too will never refer to him as an A again.
God bless us all in this terrible disease that takes away.....