Excellent news for you, TTR, and for those who care about you. This is a death defying, courageous, life affirming act if ever there was one. Think of all those who remain stuck in their addiction and ambivalence, unable to take that leap of faith and trust in themselves. They can only look in awe on people like you who have made that choice to grab onto life and never let it go. This makes you one certified bona fide BADASS. You need a special hat.
WTG, trytorun. Congratulations to you. This life is the one you deserve.