Fret not - there are quite a number of secular/ humanist rewriting of the 12 steps
https://aafreethinkers.wordpress.com/12-steps/ https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...ethinkers.html (The Universal 12 Steps for Freethinkers)
Not in AA myself but when I read some of these, I gained a greater understanding & appreciation of what the aims of the 12 steps are and what they're for.
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