Hi Helloexdarling and welcome to SR. You’ll find so many here, like me, that can personally relate to how you feel.
I understand that for many AA and other group meetings have been critical to their success in sobriety and that’s a wonderful thing. For various reasons, one being the anxiety that the thought of group meetings induced, I chose SR as my mainstay. So for now, I’d encourage you to jump in and look around the forums, see how it works etc.. Be proactive and get yourself involved here daily. You’ll find lots of understanding and support. You can always add group meetings at a later time as a compliment to SR.
You CAN turn your life to a whole new direction.
