Hi again (posted on your other thread). Definitely sounds like you are ready to make some good changes. I am not aware of a way to find a sponsor without going to a meeting but maybe there is something out there. I will say if you stick around here and read a lot you will get a lot of sage advice and cautionary tales. And support. If you come on here or in a chat room (I still haven’t figured these out but I think there are stickies that explain them) BEFORE you take a drink if you are feeling tempted you will get a lot of smart people who have learned the lesson the hard way who will encourage you in a healthier direction. All the best to you. Keep coming back!