Originally Posted by
Ringo123 
It is absolutely wonderful and a gift form God to wake up abstinent after a birthday, a wedding, a funeral, a hard day at work, or any other event or annoyance. I am so very grateful for sobriety and abstinence.
Thanks for this reminder. I am just hanging on tonight on a wing and a prayer because my PMS is really bad, and all I want to do is fix myself.
I know I can't use booze but I keep thinking: oh well it's impossible to feel this bad and live, so I'll just eat cake tonight and maybe tomorrow till the worst is over and then stop again. It's just that if this is an addiction, I won't be able to stop, and I have 25 days free now and Lord knows I don't want to go back there. If I stick at it, I feel sure my PMS will go away, or at least be easier to cope with. I swear death is preferable to PMS :wail: bedtime soon