Day 3 started 5 hrs ago. I was busy working, I played soccer tonight. Had dinner with my family. And now watching a show with my husband. I saw a friend today and she was drinking one of those spiked soda waters. And asked if I wanted to try it. I was like, nah... but thanks. It was fine. No fireworks or big sense of longing. Or even pride for saying no. It just was. Tomorrow is going to be s lot of the same. Filled with work. Kids. Stress. But I’ll be alright.