I am grateful i made day two and even went to a meeting with like minded people and smiled ...talked ... listened ... life circumstances still stressful lawyer not available ... welfare officer off sick for two weeks ... normally i d be anxious ...crying but as i decided to change approach i accepted ... i did the right thing i had no control on others ... focusing on recovery ... here and now ... whatever life brings i do not need to escape pain as i accept pain is part of life ...also grateful as weather beautiful walked in park and enjoyed this only moment .... being another day of learning to let go