Day 2: coming up on the end of day two. And again... today it wasn’t hard to not drink. Nor have I forgotten the reason why I never want to drink again. But the anxiety, guilt, shame and sadness from my last drink is starting to fade. That can get dangerous. Because once that totally fades is when the social pressure to drink again starts to weigh on me and i start to wonder what the harm is in one-two drinks. But at least for today, I won’t drink. I will, however, begin my journey to get back into shape. I used to be very fitness oriented and since having 2 kids back to back, I just sort of let myself go a little. I’m not overweight. Or unhealthy. Yet. But I’m not FIT anymore like I used to be. Time to get back into those happy-healthy-good habits.