Originally Posted by
Delilah1 
Welcome back Slipnslide! The good news is you are sober right now. You can start again, one day at a time.
What have you tried in the past that has worked or not worked for you?
Mostly moderating. I usually do fine with moderation for a while. This time it happened to last for..... 2ish months. And the. Yesterday happened I was blackout drunk. And don’t remember most of the evening. I became human again around 7ish pm. And I’m mordified.