I freaked out this morning. I've not been well for the past few days, I've posted about it elsewhere on the forum. I was supposed to start rehab, but I've missed a few days and actually considering temporarily (that is the most important word) leaving until I feel better and then starting again when I get myself pulled round.
The way I see it, if I want to get the most out of the course, I don't want to be missing days. This is not an excuse to go back on the drink, absolutely not, that stuff is out of my life from now on.
Anyway, I freaked out. Why? I woke up this morning feeling like I was hungover. My immediate thought was "oh no". I lay there in bed and relived last night. I did not relapse. I can pin point up to the minute what I was doing and alcohol did not become involved at all.
I guess it is just whatever is wrong with me, but I seriously felt like I'd had a heavy night in the pub.
Anyway, have a great Sunday folks. Day 21 here. Three weeks!