less than 24 hours without
I've been thinking about giving up weed for months now. It has truly affected all parts of my life. I'm tired of hiding my addiction. I've admitted it to myself and my psychiatrist...I guess registering here and posting is my way of continuing with this decision to give it up.
I'm 36, married to a supportive and nice guy, we have 3 kids 10,7 & 4. I am a business owner and I really don't know how I let this drug take over my life. All I think about is getting high all day, every day. But, when I do self medicate this way things fall apart. Things don't get done, my business suffers, my home is a disaster, my kids and husband get short changed...
My question is this. Is there anyone else out there who's drug of choice was marijuana? I'm overwhelmed by the thought of living without and yet I know I can't continue and be successful in life and business WITH this drug in my life. I'm looking for someone who has been here. Help!