Just not a Good Day
So i went to the dr. today...i went on and on about how exhausted I have been lately. We talked about PAWS( which she wasn't to knowledgeable on), hormones, my thyroid (i have hypothyroidism). On a positive note, blood pressure was great 113/80..2 visits ago, when i was still drinking 133/90..She drew blood for b 12 and vitamin D...then she tells me there is a small nodule by my thyroid.which was not there in January. Me freaking out asking," OMG do you think I have cancer?" She said no and people can get nodules sometimes..yet wants me to go for an MRI. So i have cried a few times today...I honestly am terrified..and keep thinking out of all the stuff Ive been thru in my life...ironic if I had cancer. She tried to highlight how proud I should be that I havent drank in nearly 8 months..and I am of course...but my mind keeps wandering to cancer...I so wasnt expecting any of this today..or any day.