Day 1 Again. Cardiologist and neurologist appointments not working
I thought I would never drink again with things starting to go wrong and having all these appointments coming up. I must be a complete idiot. Starting to wonder if I am a hopeless case or just throw in the towel when things get too tough. I have to see the cardiologist again before I get the results back. Maybe I feel like noone cares anymore if I live or die so what is the point. I always thought I would never drink if things got bad physically. That's when most people stop. Why can't I. Just venting.