You can do it! Today is 8 months for me and I was in a similar place. It wasn't rock bottom, but I felt exhausted, and knew I couldn't carry on drinking the way I was. Dee is right. This board is an invaluable resource. The first thing is making the commitment to never drink again. To put your physical, spiritual, and mental health first. After that there are some growing pains, but if you put in the work you will reap all the rewards of being sober.