Hey rustygolf. I have been working my way through my addiction and learning what I need to get and STAY sober. I totally get where your coming from and one thing I do know, is that after a few weeks the fog cleared for me. I had better rountines, better health and a really clear mind. Energy and a feeling of lucidity that I hadn't exerienced before. It was a beautiful thing. Changing is hard but it will be worth it, if you so sick of where you are now. Good luck and best wishes. Gabe x