Welcome rustygolf! I will tell you that all of what you said above is a great description of me and my drinking. Except I am a few years older than you and mine progressed to daily drinking. It’s great you have made the decision to come here for support. There is lots to be found here. I am only just fininshing up my 11th day but this is the longest I’ve strung together for many years. And you can do it too. It all started with a decision for me. A decision to not drink no matter what and to structure my life around that decision. Coming here supports that decision. Welcome!