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Old 07-12-2018, 11:10 PM
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PaigeMasters
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Join Date: May 2018
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Welcome RollMeAway! We are glad you are here!

Yuri- same here! Good things happen when I stay sober.

Today was a REALLY good day. My 16 year old daughter is talking to me again. She found my stash (I thought I was such a great hider) and I didn’t think she would ever talk to me again. I was supposed to be “sober”. It’s so nice to have all three kids home tonight. My heart has been so heavy...

Today was my 10th day sober and it’s amazing how much better things seem to get everyday. I am so grateful... It’s amazing how productive one is when not drinking and drugging! Everything starts to fall into place. I have learned how quickly it becomes messy the minute I pick up.

Does anyone else just feel COMPLETELY different? I mean, everything feels and looks different. I don’t even feel exactly like myself (which is a GOOD thing considering how I was feeling when I was using). Literally everything looks, feels, smells, tastes different. It’s a really strange and wonderful experience. Just had to throw that out there.
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