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Old 07-12-2018, 09:34 PM
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RollMeAway
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Originally Posted by Free2bme888 View Post
RollMe— so glad you are posting here . You can do this one minute at a time One hour at a time Take a nap, take a shower, call a friend, clean out that junk drawer, anything but pick up and violate your body and your mind.

I am the weakest of the weak, and I have not had a drink since May 28 and I find that unbelievable, wonderful, and sometimes difficult .

But it seems to be getting mostly easier. If the feelings, or cravings, are coming and going at least they are waxing and waning in strength and in frequency .

I look forward to seeing more of you here .
Thanks 🙏. I just can’t aline with AA’s “don’t compare yourself” if I compared I’d be way better off. I’ve lost so much more but continue to kill it 😜🤙 I have to stop. I think July 4th was a pop. I’m already 2 duis. My weekend started with NA beer, moved to coke, moved to mdma, lsd, Xanax, adderall and my weakest point = alcohol. So it just really sucks to start over.
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