Hey everyone. Loving the cat gif andyh! Gave me a good giggle this morning which I needed
Having a down few days, my counsellor has been off sick so had no counselling for a week and the surrender high has dimmed somewhat and been feeling down for a few days and a bit bored. Sat in my room with the curtains drawn, should be in group class now but really don’t want to see anyone, can’t even be bothered to have a shower and get dressed! We had a new chap come in who clearly needs to be in a psychiatric facility who’s detoxing from heroin. He’s not well, very rude in a sexual way, shouts and rants, talks to you 2 inches from your face etc. Everyone has tried really hard to show compassion but he really needs more specialist care and a controlled psychiatric environment right now. The impact is most of the clients have sectioned off into little cliques, no-one sits in the communal area much anymore so there is no-one to talk to. There were 6 people I had got to know and started to open up to and be comfortable around but one by one over the last week they have all been moved to another house offsite (as the rehab is full) so they are not here as much and go back straight after the evening meal. I am missing them, the ones left here are a little too young for me to open up to much to. I feel quite lonely.
Hopefully this feeling will pass soon. Take care everyone.