Thank you!
Thank you everyone for your replies! It's so encouraging to hear your stories and know that I'm not alone. I wish you all the best of luck on your sobriety, and I'm so glad you all are still hear to tell your story.
Today I've decided would be a good day for me to quit my relationship with alcohol. There's no significance in today, but better today than tomorrow or the the next day or two months from now. Wish me luck! I've been drinking every day for the past two-three months so I'm scared to find out if I will experience any withdrawals. I know I'll have a hard time falling asleep, which was one excuse I often made as to why I drank wine at night in the first place. But I'll take some Tylenol PM, drink some tea, and hope for the best.